To Love You More


I'm lying in my bed with thoughts of you in my head, visions of you in my mind, and it's hard to get through the night. Each time I close my eyes, I start to think of you. I am really tired and trying hard to sleep, but I just can't sleep. You are always on my mind, and I'm going crazy because of you. If you were lying by my side, the longest night would pass peacefully.

Your ignorance of my love for you is making my heart ache, and it's broken into pieces that can't be mended. I wish I could go back to the very first day I met you. I shouldn't have moved when you looked into my eyes. I knew you were trying to tell me something, because now I feel the same way too. Deep inside my heart I wanted to tell you, even then, that I loved you.

I love you now, too. It doesn't matter if you don't feel the same way, as long as you know I will love you always. No matter what or how, I wish to be with you all my life and into the next one.