I wonder why you chose me, and why you are with me. I know we've gone through so much--so many hard times, but many more good times. We share the same things, we try to understand each other, even try to be there for each other as friends, as soul mates. I even ask myself why you chose to ask me to marry you and I have no answers, only your love--but that's all I will ever need.
As I look into your eyes, I see how much you love me: I really understand how much you care about me now, too. Yes, it took me this long to understand everything. As you tell me that you're not sure that you trust me and, as I look for the answer, I ask myself: "Has he given me any reasons why he doesn't? No."
We have both gone through so much in our lives. We've both been hurt and have lost all trust in others, but I ask you to give me a chance as I have given you one. I don't ask for much, only for you to love me as I am and not to hurt me, as I would never hurt you. I only wish to be by your side and with no one else.
I enjoy doing things with you and spending time with you. I get upset because all I want are those times with you when we don't have much. As we reach our first two years together, I see that I really do want to spend my lifetime with you, to grow old together to the end of our lives.
I know I don't tell you that I love you, but as the days go by, my love for you grows, and each day I thank God that I have you in my life. I know I get mad and upset sometimes. It is because my heart is so deeply in love with you, it scares me so! All I want is to take us away, away from the pain, and just share what we have with each other.
Sometimes I feel lost and out of touch, but when you hold me, I feel safe. I could sit here and try to tell you just how I feel, only I can't find the words other than I am so happy we met and have stayed together after all we have gone through. From this moment on, we have each other and all the time in the world to be in each other's arms.
You are my world! I am so happy we never walked away from each other. Stay with me and let's see the world together. I will give you and the kids what I can; please know that I will give you all my love, too. Take my hand as we walk through these bumpy roads to the sun shining on the other side where our life begins. I love you very much.