The pain you have caused me is unbearable. I cannot sleep, I no longer eat. I wish things could be as they were in the beginning, but now I realize that is impossible. I have insulted your intelligence and criticized your looks. That is a dumb thing to do and I wish that I had not.
All I can ask for now is your forgiveness although I yearn for so much more. If I could undo what I had done, I would. I regret those negative comments. I apologize for my behavior and hope that you agree to a new beginning.
Maybe one day, our paths will cross again. I wish for that and if this wish is granted, everything will be different. I will treat you how you deserve to be treated, and I vow I will never cause you any harm or pain.