The pain you have caused me is unbearable. I cannot sleep, I no longer eat; even breathing is difficult now. I wish things could be as they were in the beginning, but now I realize that is impossible. I have done nothing but insulted your intelligence and questioned your beauty, which I assure you is unlike anything I have ever witnessed. Your eyes shine with an amazing radiance, your smile is divine, and your image remains cemented in my mind. It is ironic, because you were my one and only true happiness, though at times you were my only sorrow.
All I can ask for now is your forgiveness, though inside I yearn for so much more. I yearn for your gentle touch, to gaze into your mystifying eyes again, and to kiss your full red lips just one more time. If I had known things would have turned out this way, I would have done things differently. All of my immature insults would have been compliments instead.
I can do nothing but apologize for my behavior. These feelings of love are so new to me. I have never felt for anyone what I feel for you. I have pushed you away, and spoiled my opportunity if, in fact, a chance ever existed. Maybe one day, our paths will cross again. If this wish is granted, all will be different. I will treat you how you deserve, and I vow I will never cause you any harm. Until then, I shall suffer the punishment I have dealt myself.