Can't you see that everything I do, I'm doing because I have to? When I tell you that I don't want to be with you, I say it only because I have to. When you ask me if I love you and I say "no," it is because I have to. I tell you that we can only be friends; I say it because I have to.
I have loved and been hurt too many times, so I promised myself not to get hurt again. I have given up on love because it gave up on me. So, if I were you, I would just turn around and leave. I am sure you will find someone who won't hurt you.
Do you want to know what the saddest part is? I'd rather live with the pain of never knowing what could have been than risk my heart ever again. I am sorry.