It really hurt me so much when I learned about the other girl. It hurts when you're holding onto something in vain; something that really isn't there. Those times when you were near, I waited untiringly. It really broke my heart when I finally realized you never really loved me. If and when you had loved me, that was not enough for you to hold onto that feeling. I'm coping now, but uncertain when I can really say that I'll be over you. I dread the day that you'll be getting married, so I always ask the Lord to take away all this hurt and let me move on with my life.