Seven days have passed and my life has changed. I can't see tomorrow, knowing that today is gone. I had everything with you and the kids, something called a family and a home. Now it's all memories with nothing in the future. My life has fallen apart. I look forward to the end of my pain, and yet I've felt the deepest pain a man can ever feel in his heart--a cut so deep that neither medicine nor time can heal it, all that remains is the pain of being alone.
Give my love to the kids and tell them although I'm not there in flesh, my spirit looks over them.