The first day we were introduced through the Internet, I knew you were the one for me. With our first hello and our first goodbye, I believe we both knew it. It has been a little over 2 years now, and we are still deeply rooted in each other's hearts, minds, and souls.
Before we met, I had no idea what love really was and then my heart started aching for you. Now, each day we're apart, tears run down my face with longing to have you near me again. I never knew a man could have stolen my heart and made it truly his. I never knew I could love a man more than my own life until now.
I long for the day I can finally look into your kind, beautiful eyes and tell you how much I love you and need you. The true beginning of my life will be when you are here in May. Seeing you every day will bring the greatest joy to my heart, knowing you are finally in reach of me. The very thought of you here excites me in a wonderful way.
You are my every heartbeat, my every breath of life. What I need to survive and make it through this lonely world can only be conquered with you by my side. I do not think there are any words that could describe the way I actually feel about you. All I know is that you, dear, are the only man that is on my mind, the only man that is in my soul, the only man who truly and unconditionally has my heart for whatever lifetime this world has to offer us. When I think about you, my eyes start to tear up because I know you are somewhere else and not in my arms. But the thought of you keeps me going for another breath of fresh air and will keep me longing for you the rest of my life. I will never leave you, and I will truly never hurt you.
I admire you. You are my inspiration for anything and everything worthwhile on this cold, damp earth. I never thought my time would come to love, and then it came, and I was hit with so much emotion and power I did not know where to put it all. I have stacked it, piece by piece, in my heart for you. I truly believe you are my soul mate, and you are the only man I will give all I have to offer forever. I hope you never let go of me because I love you, and I trust you love me too as much as I love you. Sometimes I need to think about you to make myself happy when I am down, and just the thought of you brightens my day completely. Picturing your smile makes me smile, and I cannot wait to see the beloved man I know with his unforgettable smile. I treasure you, and keep you locked in the big steel safe of my heart. I love you, Sweetheart, and that is the only thing that is never going to change in my life. I am yours forever.