Things are hard right now, and everything seems to be just a big, painful mess. But I don't blame you alone for any of it. I know this is my fault, too, so I don't expect you to say or do anything to fix it by yourself. I know we are trying to make a lot of screwed up things in our lives better right now, and I hope we eventually can.
All I know right now is that I'm only truly happy when I'm with you. Your mere presence lights up my world. Everything I am and everything I have depends on you and your involvement.
I am sorry for the way I have mistreated you in the past. It is okay. I know you have your regrets too. I know we can be happy again if we want to work everything out, which I think we can do.
You are everything to me, and I love you with all my heart. I hope I can learn to open up to you more, and let you know how I feel. I believe you will be able to recognize when something is wrong, too. But no matter what we do or what happens, I will always love you, Baby, just like in our favorite song. You mean the world to me. Please, let's get back to the way we were.