I need to apologize to you. I failed you. I never meant to ruin the friendship that means the world to me. I ask for your forgiveness. If, in your heart, you find you can't forgive me, then I will understand and learn from this experience.
You came into my life at a time when I needed you the most. You gave me comfort and confidence where there was doubt. I want to be there when you need to talk. I want to be the comfort for your soul. I want to love you in the way you deserve to be loved. I need you to be a part of my life. The problem was that I was willing to change who I am to please you.
All the things that I told you about how I felt and how you make me feel were true. I'm sorry for hurting you.