I really had a sleepless night, tossing back and forth on my bed and thinking about what happened to us that night. I didn't expect it, but I experienced the worst headache ever.
We both made mistakes, not trying hard enough to understand each other. I guess we got carried away after all those arguments about whether I had an intimate relationship with someone else or not. I guess this issue has always interfered with our relationship. I know it's been hard for you to understand. Perhaps I need to give you a chance to trust me. Trust is very important, especially in a new relationship, and I have no objection to you finding out whether I have another relationship or not.
I know we have both said things to each other that we both regret. I know you said you can't forgive me, neither will you forget. I regret saying what I did to you. I hope you accept my apology because I'm truly sorry for my harsh and unpleasant words.
Perhaps there is the chance for us to experience again the trust we have felt for each other. One thing we must understand is that, in every relationship we're sure to experience some problems that we need to work out. We need to try to understand each other and have the trust that will make this relationship work. I know you want to work this out as much as I do. I still have my hopes and I am not giving up on our relationship.
I am very sorry for hurting you last night. You caused me pain too and I'm really confused about everything. I very much want things to be stable. I want you to get all the time you need to decide what you want to do. I love you, so please never think that I can forget you. Hope to hear from you soon.